Unwanted feeling for the day

Rejection. It is an expression actually, verbal or non-verbal. An action or intention to say no, to shut off and shut out. Why would you consider that a feeling? Well, faced with a lifetime of them, in itself, is not a feeling but invokes a string of emotions, which could possibly reduce your life into puny snuffed out wreck.

And no, we are not talking the mean “no…” (Monotonous and devoid of all feeling), that I used to, sincerely and almost smilingly, tell those pesky volunteers sweating their heart out asking for donations in the street.

And no, not even oh god-forbidden “NO” you would say to an uninteresting romantic, who quite possibly have been attracted to the sight of you plowing your nostrils.

Well, WHAT am I talking about? Those who have been there know it, those who are there are currently drowning in it, those who are not yet there... well you just have to use your imagination.