My answer to little indian girl's pigeon in the visa ad...

Let's start this off by being not so mushy.

With no lingering unspoken thoughts.

With no unworthy memories.

With no regrets.

With no tears.

This is a friendship that would make anyone feel fortunate to have.

This is a friendship that one would not forsake.

This is a friendship that made me believe them who say friends are invaluable.

Not because of the burden of the effort that I have gladly poured in.

Not because fate place us beside one another.

Not because of collective misadventures that we may share.

But because we are untainted by screwed-up societal niceties.

But because of the things that we do not leave unspoken.

And because of the things that we do leave unspoken.

But because from you I learn that pure friendship asks of nothing in return.

But because of brotherly love that I cannot find where it should be yet found it in you.

We have come a long way.

To be happy.

To be sad.

Sometimes to rejoice.

Sometimes to reject.

Sometimes apart.

Sometimes so near.

I will not say stay by me.

I will not say come back please.

Because I do not hold back.

Because I do not compare.

Because I do let fly.

Because I do hope.

Because sometimes, I do pray.

So leap, you may.

Without boundries.

Without limit.

Without worries.

Without doubts.

But not without my blessings.

So fly, you may.

So fly, not uncherished.

So fly into the mirk of uncertainty.

So ride on the wind and catch that dream.

Return home as when it is your time to triumph.

Return home welcomed.

So fly, with old friends.

So fly, with new friends.

So fly, with friends who stay and watch, letting you leave.

So fly, with friends who leave, only to return when you return.

So leave, flying, watching, waiting.




*Actually I have written this entry way before you left, but posting it somehow takes courage. Ok, I'm not gay. No, I'm not.*

The Non-Blogger

Hiya people.

Sorry about the lack of entry, but life's a piss nowadays. Full of stuff to be doing other than blogging. And I'm blogging now because my game server is lagging badly for the sake of blogging for my viewship.

Anyway its been Mr Boring these days, you wouldn't be interested to hear about all of them. So I'll keep it short. Just the exciting parts, ya?

This weekend must be the highlight of this month. I have done wierd stuff that even I have never thought I would do since I passed my 16th birthday.

Let's see what I have done....

1. Singing in public
2. Doing the Chicken Little dance in public
3. Waving to strangers in public buses
3. Stalking a cat
4. Stand in middle of the Bugis water fountain for 30 sec
5. Collecting strangers' signature
6. Many other things that even I would not dare mention (it's that disgracing!!)

Maybe some of you will not be too surprise at my sudden antics, after all I have always been treading the line of insanity since forever. However this time round, its more of other people's doing.

And I'm telling ya this. SIM RMIT Student Council is full of nuts!! Extreme nutcase!! The stuff they do, oh man, puts me to shame...

Who would ever think of crushing potato chips with the back of your knee and making someone eat it?!! Guy to guy tongue fighting?!!! Gawd, I'm just a baby standing among their numbers.

But I may have finally found home... hehehe *devilish* (wonder if i can get the photos to show ya, hmm...)

Ok so he left...

... with hardly a wave goodbye. No teary soap opera scenes, no wishy washy farewells.

I still remember our last day hanging around. Everyone was acting like any other day, and it almost felt like his impending departure was still a distant thing.

But no, he left. I am no gay but one will miss his best friend when he does.

Now, probably I am at my weakest. I lost my venting hole. I lost my preceding rights to lay claim to another person's time(Ok, maybe not so preceding). My life will be more dormant than it already was. My life is at a bottle neck, time flows through but every other thing stay unproductive.

Already I found myself requiring his consult. With the amount of fights in the family lately, one could go crazy without his best buddy around.

Gawd, I need someone. Badly. Any takers?

*Ju, come come. Sign up to be a buddy... Promise you a cute cute pet name?*